Parasocial Relationship

Celebrity crushes can be tough, especially when you know it's not happening lmfao. I always considered myself a fangirl first and everything else second. So, to let my "feelings" out in a more creative way, I wrote this back in July after rewatching various pieces of concert footage I filmed. It just poured out of me and I sort of like how it turned out. I wonder if anyone ever had a similar feeling.

Verse 1

• you sound like all my favorite songs

• I hear them on the radio

• you look like all my favorite films

• the late night picture show

• I know that I’m delusional

• so I’ll just be your fan (fangirl that is)

• but I can’t help the way I feel

• wish you could be my man

Chorus 

• I want you parasocially

• but I know it’s never gonna be

• cause this is just my fantasy

• so I’ll just love you parasocially

Verse 2

• I watch you on my screen in awe

• you are so beautiful

• your hair, your eyes, your nose, your lips

• you’re so ethereal

• I met you at the picture show

• you were a superstar

• I even tried to ask you out

• you said you live too far

Chorus

Bridge (Spoken)

• okay so like I know I sound fucking insane right now

• but like you own a mirror right?

• but not only that you’re also really funny and nice and shit

• and I’m literally back in school because of you like

• I guess you inspire me to want things again

• do things again

• maybe even fall in love for once in my life

• but I’m getting ahead of myself this is getting sappy oh my god

• you make me crazier than I already am and believe me that’s not an easy thing to do

• but ugh I just want you to be proud of me I don’t know

Chorus

Outro

• you’ve written all my favorite songs

• I request them on the radio